Sometime i'm fuckin bored and so sick when all the people keep asking me with the same question : why did you take this way ? when will you marrie ? why dont you find someone to keep you alive with love ? why did you ignore the love in your life ? why did you are so selfish and look so ambitious ? why did you take this freaky startegy too keep you alive ? why you always do what you wanna do ? Because : Take this way : move from here to there let say pindah pindah kerja, karena pertama : i'm just a girl i have no responsibilty buat nyari nafkah, so no matter how much money i've got thats all mine, ngga perduli mapan atau engga, karena untuk loyal di satu perusahaan come on... gua kerja di pulau yg notabene pengusahanya hampir ngga ada yg ikutin peraturan Depnakertrans, mereka bahkan ngga perduli sama THR, cuti tahunan, public holiday atau tanggal merah, dan bahkan yg lebih parah lagi mereka sering minta libur mingguan jadi dua kali aja sebulan bahkan ada juga yg cuma sekali aja sebulan, ngga ada uang lembur, masuk hari lebaran ngga di anggap, jamsostek ngga ada, sakit malah dipotong gaji, jaminan kesehatan ngga ada, biaya rumah sakit ngga di ganti, uang makan + transport 8000 perak sehari, fuih...ITS A FUCKIN FACT here, so itu juga yg membuat gua adu jangkrik sama mereka, dengan datang semaunya ke kantor, sering bolos, minta gaji pokok setinggi tingginya dan pindah pindah sana sini 3 bulan sekali...karena target jangka panjang gua adalah bikin usaha sendiri jadi kenapa gua pindah kerja sesering mungkin untuk mempelajari berbagai bisnis yg pas buat gua, dan untuk belajar berbagai profesi, pengalaman sudah barang tentu, melihat gerak gerik pasar, mengenal para pengusaha lebih dekat, dan bersosialisasi tentunya, semua itu membuka wawasan gua sedemikian rupa, yg akhirnya willing to learn gua bisa gua manfaatkan untuk menaikan kualitas gua, perihal berapa gua dibayar, bisa jadi sekarang kurang besok lebih besoknya lagi turun lagi, its not a huge problem for me, intinya gua slalu berusaha untuk memanfaatkan penghasilan gua dan bermain main dengan gaya hidup gua untiuk tetap mencapai target gua, buktinya list keinginan gua dari SMEA udah tinggal 4 biji lagi aja yg belum terwujud, artinya penghasilan gua yg naik turun itu bukan halangan untuk mencapai target gua, filosofinya : menyelam sambil minum banana split deh.. when will you marrie ? soon, when theres someone can cover my daily operational cost and let me running with my way...sound so selfish wasn't ? well that was me... why dont you find someone to keep you alive with love ? i'm find him while i'm running with my target, so as long as he can support me, lets get together, but when a sacrifice become a matter for him, well don't ever wish i do that sacrifice for him, cause for me when a sacrifice is a matter for a man, all he have to do is just dont ask that sacrifice from me, cause i would let him with no sacrifice and i will do whatever i wanna do without immolate him. the sounds fair enough wasn't ? why did you ignore the love in your life ? i didn't ! i just have no time, cause as the movie said Realita Cinta dan Rock n Roll, bahwa saat lu menjalani salah satunya yg lain ngga bisa jalan dulu, jadi saat gua masih sibuk ma hidup gua - kayaknya d bagian ini ngga kelar kelar dari 10 tahun yg lalu heuheu - jadi maap kl kurang kurangnya peka sama LOVE, beugh...resiko nya yg emang jadi ngga nemu nemu LOVE nya, tapi yah...bukannya cinta itu menyenangkan ? jadi kalau cuma mau nambah beban dan menghambat target gua, ntar dulu deh... why did you are so selfish and look so ambitious ? I don't think so, i'm not that fuckin freaks Agnes Monica sorry for sayin, selfish some people say that but then coba lebih liat ke gua ngga mau nyusahin orang ? bukankah tidak melibatkan orang sama sekali lebih baik ketimbang merepotkan orang demi kepentingan pribadi ? apalagi menempatkan orang itu dalam kesulitan, gua rasa itu yg bisa dbilang egois, sementara gua, gua cuma ignore ajah dan berjalan sendiri, i think its not crime. why did you take this freaky startegy too keep you alive ? sound freaks yeah for someone who don't understand or keep thinking what they thing right is right but then forget they have no rights to judge anyone. The last but not least : why you always do what you wanna do ? cause i love to do that, and i try so hard to not immolate anyone, sorry for anyone hurts with these facts, well i need is someone who care of me, my life and my world, cause that makes me alive to being with you, your life and your world.
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